Heh...It feels weird being a senior.
It's strange knowing that all the 'big kids' you look up to are gone, and all you have left is a whole bunch of munchkins to look down on.
But I still feel like I'm one of the kids...but sometimes it's a good thing. This summer I feel like I've completely come out of my shell. I like being the "crazy little kid. I embrace the dorky little kid in me. She's kept her mouth shut for too long.
I really want to make good grades this year. I want to be me this year. I don't care what all the other seniors think of me. I look at senior year now with no fear. I wasted the first three years of high school trying to be a person that I'm not and trying to get a boy to notice me. (can't even take a hint!) If they want to make fun of me, let them talk.
They can't knock me down any more.
- Mood:
refreshed - Music:(Party In Your Bedroom) Cash
- Location:here and now
- Mood:creative
I've been busy with school, tennis, and church. I went to my first actual tennis match on Monday.
....And we lost. Shocker there. They just had to pair me up with a girl who had never played before and did not know any of the rules or how to serve. anger times 10.
But at the personality ball, Drew told me I was pretty. And I actually felt pretty for a change. I just wanted to throw my arms around him, but that's coming on a little too strong. haha =)
- Location:home
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:(Circus) Britney Spears
I'm actually considering trying out for cheerleading and this is something i wouldn't usually do.
Kids with Aspergers usually aren't the type of people who are up to getting in front of people. I try not to let AS get to me while speaking in front of other people 'cause I like acting and singing.
But I'm not a great athlete. I used to dance and I come from an athletic family. And since AS leaves me with zero-cooridination and flexibility, this will be a challenge. The one athletic gene I got from my daddy is being able to run extremely fast.
can i seriously make the squad?????
Kids with Aspergers usually aren't the type of people who are up to getting in front of people. I try not to let AS get to me while speaking in front of other people 'cause I like acting and singing.
But I'm not a great athlete. I used to dance and I come from an athletic family. And since AS leaves me with zero-cooridination and flexibility, this will be a challenge. The one athletic gene I got from my daddy is being able to run extremely fast.
can i seriously make the squad?????
- Mood:
amused
hello everyone.
I'm Emily, Emmy, Em, Emilia etc... This shall be my 1st entry. yay!
i like to draw, paint, color and so on. i'm on deviantART and here's some o' my work. I'm not really recognized at dA, but I don't look for critique. It's just a hobby that I enjoy.
can't wait to see Coraline when that hits the cine (movies). It looks really cute and exciting. I love the charac. designs and animation.
See ya!
- Mood:
happy - Music:P!nk
